Hello!!!!
Ever started off the day not really knowing what you were supposed to expect? pretty common? I wish only that I understood more and expected to follow my original plans more.
I have to ask.. do we ever really know what we are doing?
Lately I have had a lot of time to think about what makes me ME. I am sad to say there is still no conclusion..
I am not happy. I wonder if sometimes it is the edge of questioning.. the porspect of the new.. or the wish for the inevitable excitement. We can never be sure which one. I have to say the excitment of the new doesn't sound too far off.
I want a change. maybe we shift apart as we grow and age.. maybe we just fall into different steps.. but at some point You need to be able to turn around look at your life and decide.
what will it be? do I turn and leap, or keep the pace and wait for the catch up.
I want so badly to have my life figured out, but wouldn't that be harder at 20? I feel like that would be one of the worst things I could do.
No idea where the day is taking me, but I'll know when I get there..
Thursday, April 29, 2010
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